Post by Thanatos on Sept 30, 2014 23:08:18 GMT -5
I have been away for quite some time now and first off I would like to profusely apologize for that. It was not planned, it just sort of happened. I have been having a multitude of serious health problems lately that have been interfering with my ability to function on a day to day basis. I have been diagnosed as a serious anemic and am now on the road to recovery and getting healthy again. It's a long process but now that we know what is wrong we can begin my treatments, which include boosting my very weak immune system too.
I have also been struggling with my mental health as well. I have been having severe anxiety and depression episodes for the last few weeks. I have to move from my childhood home and I am currently unable to cope with it. The anxiety is especially bad right now and it often leaves me feeling physically sick. I have an extraordinarily hard time dealing with change and moving is a huge change. It doesn't help that it' happening s fast and my family is being very unsupportive of me and my feelings, especially my father who has made it a habit to regularly bring it up and degrade me over it. This on top of my fiance's father slowly dying of cancer is really taking a toll on my mental health.
In short I have been very unwell lately in both mind and body. That being said, I am working towards recovery and I am considering going through counselling for my depression and anxiety, something I previously refused to do. I will eventually get better.
I will hopefully be on much more now and I thank you all for putting up with my sudden absence.
I have also been struggling with my mental health as well. I have been having severe anxiety and depression episodes for the last few weeks. I have to move from my childhood home and I am currently unable to cope with it. The anxiety is especially bad right now and it often leaves me feeling physically sick. I have an extraordinarily hard time dealing with change and moving is a huge change. It doesn't help that it' happening s fast and my family is being very unsupportive of me and my feelings, especially my father who has made it a habit to regularly bring it up and degrade me over it. This on top of my fiance's father slowly dying of cancer is really taking a toll on my mental health.
In short I have been very unwell lately in both mind and body. That being said, I am working towards recovery and I am considering going through counselling for my depression and anxiety, something I previously refused to do. I will eventually get better.
I will hopefully be on much more now and I thank you all for putting up with my sudden absence.